Goolendar

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Just some thoughts

Have you ever felt down and suddenly something you least expected happen? Have you got something that you can count on to lift your mood whenever you feel down? I have something I usually think about when I feel shitty, like last night. It's my getaway spot where there's hope of better things. It didn't do me any good last night though, I thought I've broken it. So the shitty feeling was dragged on to today.. all I have in my head this morning was ideas to break away from things I dislike. But not long after, I found out that it's not broken..

Only then that I realize, I do want things.. pretty badly (as opposed to an old post I wrote). I guess it's not as obvious before as I used to be able to run away. I'm maturing now, thus learning to face problems, and hopefully end up sucessfully getting what I want (sounds selfish, but I'm not that selfish.. so something I want doesn't have to mean it'll only bring good to me.. then again, you only get to live once, so it's gotta be all about you.. hehehe.. no, I'm not selfish, really.. there are alot of more selfish people out there.. hehehe). All of a sudden, life is not so simple anymore. And this crap is only about a tiny part of my life.. I've got a feeling that life's gonna get rougher.. hmmppfftt..

Hehehe.. or maybe I just need a good retail therapy.. yes I do..

ANYWAYYYYYY.. What's with the quit smoking ad!!! I know that scaring people is one of the marketing tactics (yes, I did a marketing subject in uni) but a visual of someone with mouth cancer telling you to quit smoking.. OMG! Do those marketing people not think about non smokers? What did we do to deserve that ad?!?!?! Helppp...

P.S.: Happy Birthday, Howie.. Australia loves your eyebrows!

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